Hi, the blog....
it's been quite long that i x menjengah langsung...evaaaa...
A lot of things happen such aaaaasssssssssss:
1) i didn't pass my ASUM exam at Vision...I cried and even still crying
2) i went back to BP Taman Megah but as a sonographer( without cert but i know to scan even my examiner report that I can be a goo sonographer). I feel guilty everyday.
3) I met dr hafiz, the IJN cardiologist.... a very nice man but experience 2x fail marriage. He look amazing with the knowledge and experience but appearance. I think I like him although actually it seem impossible.
4) Almost of my friends at BP were resigned and basically I didn't have friends that I think I can trust anymore. It's hurt everytime I think about it.
5) kak dila last working at TM is this months anddddd if let say she couldn't get any work near to our house, i may loose another friends after ika....again crying mode
6) I will reach 30 years old by less than a month
Basically all the events are sad event....especially about the friends...I am lost them a lot. I smile but I always know it is a fake smile. I laugh but it is not sincere anymore. I miss them very very very much but I could't do anything...
I cried a lot whenever Wani came to my room to say this is her last day, same goes with the Azy....
I less go back to Temerloh now because deep down i feel guilty towards my parents about the ASUM. I don't know how to tell them....I am not strong enough for this...
I just don't know what else to come tomorrow. The road look very difficult to me now till there is a time that I wanna give up but how can I....
I couldn't just stop and give up...I still need to walk my life whatever happen....
yaaaaa, giving up is never be a solution for my life....
We are human and we should improvise every day that given to us....
