Hi, everyone!!!!

Always good to be back.


This post is about what i did to my life, about how i turn my passion to. Stay tune guys!!!hahaha

The pic above is the machine that I meet every single day of my life now. I did not know how and why Allah make me to be here but for me as you already at the place you have now; it is maybe the best that you are capable off.
I started my carrier at the small clinic at Gombak as a radiographer couple month after my undergraduate study. Being young and easy to distract, I met Am and kak siti. Make it short, Kak Siti was the main reason I quit my job and decided to let go the Medical Imaging. It was never my thing actually when the doctor at the clinic want to terminate kak Siti as I realize now that kak Siti that is the one that incapable to do her job properly. A lot of mistake happen from her but the old Bariah always thought it was never being Kak Siti. It was always the doctor. Kind of stupid Bariah when she decided to hear for 1 side only.

Then I jumped to tourism by becoming tour consultant. A lot of thing that the noob Bariah learned there. How to develop, how to stop crying, how to asking for help, how to that, how to this.....Then, Am came to the picture, did a lot of mistake with that. The main mistake was accepted him while I am actually not knew him whole. My and my family life are not rational anymore, too much chaos, too much tears for me. It was a big accident anywhere. At one point, my father decided to bring me to Mecca for the umrah. How great the journey that Allah provided for me. He even allow me to see Kaabah even I betrayed Him.

Came from my Umrah, I join BP then I met a lot sonographer. I see how the potential it is then I started to dream about this. Again, my mother is always the hero of my life. To be honest, I will never know what should I do if I loose her. I cannot loose her, never!!!!
She allow me to make my dream come true. She is the one that say; whatever it is kaklong, as long mak is here; everything will be fine. I'll do anything that necessary.
Oh, My Allah! thanks for allowing this woman to become my mother. Alhamdulillah....

So, that was little bit about how I change my passion and I hope this changes will make me closer to Allah. InsyaAllah....

Last but not least, whatever that we did to our life; never leave your God, family and yourself. Mistake is never harm as its allow you to learn. Ultimately; whatever it was, please forgive yourself....